The Music In My Heart: dark, drowning, depression

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

dark, drowning, depression

My mind, my will and my emotions feel paper thin. The winds of life are ripping me to shreds.
I started sinking last week. Depression tugs and drags relentlessly until I am powerless to stay above the dark waters.
I am angry. I am lonely. I am bitter. I don't want to fight anymore. I want it all to end.

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Catherine Couch DoucetteSeptember 18, 2012 at 12:20 PM
You commented on my blog...and I felt compelled to send this link...a blog I find very inspirational! I hope it inspires you too! http://momastery.com/blog/2012/09/18/yes-and-no/

Keep staying strong.
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UnknownSeptember 23, 2012 at 6:39 AM
Thank you for the link. It's one I will file and visit again.
I'm glad you found my blog. Sorry you found it on such a dark day :).
There are better days, brighter words and more beautiful thoughts. Hope you visit again soon. elle
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Wisdom and Wonderings

" A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it." Helen Rowland
I don't know how to do either. elle

"It is never good dwelling on the goodbyes...it is not the being together it prolongs, it is the parting." Elizabeth Bibesco

"I was born with a SEA SHELL in my hand and a SONG in my HEART." elle

"I am a BOAT washed upon the SHORE. You are the OCEAN. The
possibilities would seem ENDLESS for I am seaworthy and you have need of a
boat. Take me at high TIDE."elle

"I am a BOAT washed upon the SHORE. You are the OCEAN. The possibilities would seem ENDLESS if I were seaworthy and you had need of a boat. But I'm NOT and you DON'T." elle

"Because you have OCCASIONAL low spells of despondency, DON'T despair. The
sun has a sinking spell every night but it RISES again all right in the
morning." henry van dyke

"I'm not
beautiful like YOU.I'm BEAUTIFUL like ME."

DANCE while you
can...."I will not stand to the side and allow the MUSIC in my HEART to fade
away and die.
I will DANCE to
my own LIFE SONG."

"I left home when
I was SEVENTEEN. I just got tired of FALLING down....and all the ANSWERS
that I started with, turned out QUESTIONS in the end." (alison
krauss)

"I love the first
and last HOUR of DAYLIGHT
and just being at
the RIGHT SPOT when the SUN is GOING DOWN"

"HOPE is the ability to hear the MUSIC of the future, FAITH
is the courage to DANCE to it TODAY" (anon)

"DESPAIR is only hearing the music of the PAST
and being content to dance it ALONE" elle

"Cinderella is
proof that a pair of SHOES can change your LIFE." :).

"LIFE'S events
and experiences are like the weather-they COME and GO, no matter what MY
preference." anon
.
"The longest
JOURNEY of any person is the journey INWARD."

"One does not
discover NEW lands without consenting to LOSE sight of the SHORE for a long
time."

"If you want to
be successful at being YOURSELF, you're going to have to take a CHANCE on NOT
being like everybody else"

"You just CANNOT look to OTHERS for YOUR happiness."Barbra
Streisand

It All Began

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

dark, drowning, depression

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