Visited a "new to me" blog and made this discovery:
"what goes down must come up" :).
Or at least that is my spin on an old saying.
My posts today were angry.
I am hurting.
Anger is always a secondary emotion and is the dirrect result of something we have no control over but desperately want to control.
Mine is a person. Actually 3 people.
2 men I love and myself.
I wish it were a love triangle but one of us keeps trying to escape! LOL!!!
It's really not funny but I don't have any tears left to cry.
I've been up all night fighting my thoughts. When I slept it was only troubled dreams of lost love.
I haven't eaten today.
Time to wash my teary face and try to gag down some peanut butter and jelly.
I wish I had some red Skittles and a frig full of Shiner Bock.
It's been a very "down" day and I'm past ready to feel a smile.
Forgive me my foolishness.
Much love, elle